So mom made a birthday cake just for her self.
I have been not updates since the meatball post, and it's been a long time.
So, actually mom's birthday is at May it's about few weeks ago, But I just lazy to update this blog for some reason.
So firstly this is why I'm being not productive. I'm gonna share dis really stupid story of me during the SBM test. I 100% sureeeee there's no way I entered public uni. You can judge me I'm really a stupid, but just let it be. So, the SBM test was terrible for me, not because the questions actually, but the condition of me that day. I was holdin my legs not getting dirty and wet from the floor, because the condition of the class it just water in the floor, just the floor in the row where I sit. And second, I was late to fill the answer paper, and I just fill the fuck black circle I can.
So... it's seems I can't enter that UNAIR uni. and I just enter a normal medical uni. And I must push harder brain. Can't wait to suck a lot medical theory and studies in my head. I would fight and always motivate my self to keep pushing and prove to that one and two 'friends' in that class who always talking shit behind my back about my occupation later in the future and am I really can't doing it because she's just smarter and it more easier for them or that the other 'people' said that I was greedy to join the SBM to get a seat at public school, even I already have the private school. Any way stupid me as always. Why I keep that negative talks I get from a friends that told me, not the really person. Maybe I just stop writing about that useless part of my life.
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