There's a huge different of me since I entered the 2nd year of my senior high.
1. Firstly I become more Careful of choosing friendship method and friendship matters. It's pretty depressing for me you know, because I'm not a type of teen that can keep a good habits for a long time.
2. I think I become more emotional and more careless about the social things. I don't even care about 'Why did I not hang out with ma friends' or else. I always made my 'THIS Shit gotta end' face every morning, and I think that's the reasons why I couldn't get a good vibe about my self and my social life. I always keep my social circle small and I feel not happy about it.
3. I become more careful with my education stuffs. I hardly remember that Biology and dying to get good marks of it and end up with regret and disappointment because I feel I couldn't reach enough score.
4. I also get my Spiritual life changes.Since I got that dreams and awaken at 03.00 pm because a weird dreams that God angry to me because I was so lazy to pray and wake up in the morning to go to the church.
5. I become more realistic and Thoughtful about friendships and life that each of us got that stupid habits and good things and it's our's way to choose how we treat those people who makes us feeling bad and unwell.
6. I have lernt that friendship doesn't exist a long time, but family does and I'm not gonna waste a second of my time with them.
7. I started to know that Age is just how huge the number is, not how mature matters.
8. And I started to understand that growing up is such a brave, reckless, and mature things we all have to do.
So, There's some of my huge changes this 2nd year of senior high, Whats your anyway... This weeks are the busy weeks of mine, because it's final exams weeks and This is the first time I can't feel the 'Saturday Vibes' or The 'TGIF' things...
some old pic of me during "Perks of Being A Wallflower" photo shoot w/ my sis.
