So... Monday will come faster than before. If my school ruined, I will burn my brain with so many courses....

This weekend I must studying alone... Preparer  my self breakfast and wash my laundry by my self.  

Windmill

So it's not longer holiday.... This shoot was inspired by the tumblr dash !
So just enjoy the sunday with the wind and cloudy skies that day..

  

We have made 7 pieces, but we leave the 5 pinwheel at the mall. When i asked to Bella  where's the pinwheel she said she didn't even touch it and fanny said so... so we just realized that our's pinwheel left in the foodcourt table. So at the moments we become quietly, and just regret it. But we remember there's 2 more in Bella'sella's car baggage.. So its pretty much made us glad..

@#%

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now i know that no one can calm me down the way i calm my self down. when i know the truth behind all the fakeness and Treason. when everythings not under control and goes outside your plan, That feeling when i disappointed because of failure. I just think and aware that i have a horrible personality and i live my life in the not so knowing  environment and i just find awkwardness and miss understanding everywhere, everytime in my whole life. And suddenly When some one finds out what i feel and what my personality is... they're just pretending like they're knows me so deep, and in the end they're just make me feel i'm the one who's make all this shitty stuffs comes up. I'm just an idiot who's needsss privacy and every single things in my life just ruined and i look like a prisoner trying to escape from that @#$% world. School starts again today and tomorrow my buddy asking me to go with her, i cannot reject it alltought i got a trouble with my mom...  
trying to hide all my mess but the more i hold it the more its gets mess up...        

morning madness

Last night my dad decided to brought us went out of town. Now my dad have bought us a new portable internet connection, but its so damn sloww....wwww.-.- 

its takes about 3 minutes just for log in to my acc.

tuesday....its tuesday.. and everyone go to some course to study the material before the school starts... but i'm out of town so.. i have to learning by my self.. bit worry..and confused.. i think maybe my material will left behind..

actually i write this post at 08.12 but i do some edit so its 20.48

 do ome shoot and pretty happy about it.... : D
some blogs are updated: www.violinhearts.blogspot.com
and vanessa-christabel.blogspot.com

Late lite

i totaly freak out this morning. When i saw the alarm and its 8.00, so i jumped out from the bed and quickly check my ig and started to blogging and repost the post that i have written in violin hearts. Then my sister asked me to make some hearder for her blog. Having some Nutella and fresh bread .

Check my sis blog: http://vanessa-christabel.blogspot.com/

New year

one of my favorite when i was a little kid and my father take me to the fair, is ride the carousel. I always wanted to ride that things, the color of the carousel make me feel that i'm in a cartoon film. And the stands sell so many catton candy and popcorns. And there's so many stands that sell colorful lights.

Apple Garden

'So me and my sister got super holiday out of town. We went to a countryside that have awesome scenery. My dad bought us to the apple garden .At first i was little worried about the wi-fi conection, but in fact i enjoyed it because there's so many cafe that give free wifi...

I'm screaming