DO I WANNA KNOW

Current mood !

So it's been a long time since I have to complete all the tasks and tests, even tough I'm not completely done them well. 

I'm still got a long journey to get rid from this school, I mean graduate. 

But, since I got a long depressing months, I decide to write a post Today. So, This week I got so many trouble with my quality management of time and so I think I have lost my mind, How to study back Then when I was in 11 grade.There's a friend Who so smart. I don't how she underestimate me and one of my friend told me that. I should not be bothered by that sh*t though, But every time I wan't to show a revenge its not bring joy and a good result. The point is:

1. Don't judge people just because you are smarter or better, better doesn't mean you are best and You cannot be a GOD of damn every thing.

2 . Don't be affected by the judgment from better person. doesn't mean she's better, she's can bull you down. 

3. Just think about your self in your OWN GOOD SIDE AND BAD SIDE. But, Don;t let those people affect your perspective. 

So Yesterday, I was failed in my Physic exam and Today I can't even touch 5 numbers of 10 math test.. I feel so tired and then my teacher comes and tell the English test results. I got 76 on English test. I'm so depressed that moment, but I tried so hard keeping it. But then, My friend noticed my glassy eye and ask me over and over again did I wanna cry, then I dropped my tears and my friends comes and tries to makes me feel better and told me not to overthink that because they have the same problem. I'm so sorry for them. But, The med School choice made me turns into an ambitious score monster (but the lazy one). 

What I learnt is, just do the best and never look back even tough you have to fix it.